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Freak Show
01:55
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I don't know what you want me to do
Unless you want me to lie to you
It was fucking great, it was a dream
But saying I made it is very extreme
I got nothing in the bank, nothing to show for
It was an experience that I would have died for
Now every day, I'm chasing that high
I'm trying my best, my hope has gone dry
They give you just want you want one time
To take it away, and laugh in your face
But for real I'm having a hard time
Trying to except my fate, I'm so tired of chasing something fake
I'm so tired, of faking smiles
I don't give a fuck what you think anymore
I'm so tired, of faking smiles
You have no idea what I'm fighting for
I'm so tired, of faking smiles
You have no idea what I'm fighting for
I'm so tired, of faking smiles
YOU HAVE NO IDEA
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crycrycrybaby
01:04
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I hope you're not tired of me, but it feels like you're getting tired of me
And I know I'm a cry baby but at least I am your crybaby right?
I hope I'm in my head, I know it's hard to get out of there
I know when I'm in bed all I think about is you
I hope we take a walk, and I, I hope I never see you cry
I know that I'm a lot but it sure feels nice when you are by my side
Please let me know, If you're gonna go
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wifey.
02:30
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I cannot fuck this up
Everything I touch fucks up
I cannot fuck this up
Everything I touch turns to dust
I cannot fuck this up
Wifey material
I cannot fuck this up
Everything I touch turns to dust
I don't know what she sees in me
I lose my mind and I cannot fucking think
I don't know what she thinks about us
but it's late at night and I'm so caught up
I don't know how to see, stutter everytime she looks at me
I don't know how she feels about us but she tells me she loves me but I'm jealous as fuck
I cannot fuck this up
All I know is I am good at fucking everything up
I cannot fuck this up
All I know is everything I touch turns to dust
I cannot fuck this up
Self destruction I don't even know where to go next
I don't know how this is gonna last because I am still fucked up from my ex
Every text turns into panic, every question feels like an attack
Being treated for PTSD but I don't think that there's enough therapy
My shrink says I'll be fine
I feel like I can't even do this right
Cause I've been crying for help but when it's late at night I'm thinking of killing myself
My shrink says I'll be fine
Read a book and relax all night
My shrink says I'm okay
There's nothing in this world to worry for anyway
My shrink says I'm all good
Not severe enough for anymore fucking work
My scars don't matter now
Cause my blood is in my veins and I'm not acting out
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narcissist
02:14
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I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
I can't even tell you the last time I saw that spark in your eye
I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
I can't even tell you the last time I saw a real smile
I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
Watch me walk away I promise this is the last time
I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
Coming up with a new excuse what's the use?!
You ever love someone so much it hurts?
And they're just killin themseleves and you can't watch anymore?!
Too many times picking them off the floor
Wondering if you're dead is my thought every morning
And I wish that things were simple but it's getting complicated
And I don't want you to hate me got me acting like a baby
Things were never simple they were always complicated
And I don't want you to hate me, why the hell you call me lately
I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
I can't even tell you the last time I saw that spark in your eye
I swear that I love you but you ain't ready for it
I can't even tell you the last time I saw a real smile
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5. |
December.
01:40
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Honesty gets you no where and lying digs a hole
Blindsided by the truth I was on top of the fucking world
I thought I could trust my gut but it’s been taken for a ride
And now my head is spinning and I wanna lay down and cry
How can I open my heart again
How can I open my eyes again
Life is so fucking embarrassing
I wish you wouldn’t have told me that
Cause it’s been fucking with my head
Ever since you said
And it’s been fucking with my mind even tho I try, to forget cause it’s been fucking with my, why’d you fucking telling me that
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bus bus bus
01:14
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I sat next to you on the bus and you always stared at me
and I never looked your way
I sat next to you on the bus and you always bothered me
and I told you to go away
How does that make you feel
I made that up
I never went on the bus
How does that make you feel
You're too stuck up
I never went on the bus
And now I'm looking out my window
Wondering why the fuck you are outside
And now you're looking in my window
I'm wondering how the fuck you know where I live
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7. |
1312
01:22
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Watch them as they're taking our rights away
What's up next will they Illegalize the human race
Watch them as they're taking our rights away
Quit saying those words it's just not okay
Stop them they're taking our rights away
All we have is healthcare and a job cause we've got bills to pay
Stop them they're taking our rights away
So much love to spread, but all they got is hate
I won't let them fuck my life up no
Oh no
Oh I won't let them fuck my life up no
Shaking in my boots, just tryin to call the doctors office
Have you been turned down, let down, just for who you are?!
I doubt it!
I won't let them fuck my life up (We're all fucked)
We won't let them fuck our lives up (WE'RE ALL FUCKED)
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8. |
GET HELP!!!!!
02:05
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I'm not taking the blame this time
I've been crying for 6 whole nights
I'm so tired of stupid fights and I want you to leave me alone
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD
(I don't even know, I don't even know one fucking thing about me)
What's next you tell me I'm stupid again
What's next you're pushing my head under water
What's next you tell me you love me again?
What's next you tell me you're sorry, you're not fucking sorry
The same fucking story.
What the fuck is wrong with my head?
Some days I can't even get out of bed
What the fuck is wrong with my mind
Somedays I can't even help but cry
What the fuck is wrong with my head?
Some days I can't even get out of bed
What the fuck is wrong with my mind
Twilight zone, I really miss living you know
This shits been fucked up but I really think we needed it tho
Twilight zone, I really miss living you know
This shits been fucked up but I really think we needed it
(I don't even know, I don't even know one fucking thing about me)
What's next you tell me I'm stupid again
What's next you're pushing my head under water
What's next you tell me you love me again?
NO
GET HELP GET HELP GET HELP GET HELP
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9. |
SiLLY
01:53
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It's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so silly that it really only lasted a week
It's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so sad that you really just can't be alone
and it's so fucked up that you said that I felt like home
and it's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so silly that it really only lasted a week
it's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so sad that I fell for that shit again
and it's so fucked up that I let myself get that way
and it's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so silly that it really only lasted a week
it's so funny how you looked at me
and it's so sad that you really just can't be alone
and it's so fucked up that you said that I felt like home
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I often wonder
Who can see the sadness in my smile
I often wonder
If it's too late to have a good life
Went thru a whole box of tissues today
and all I wanna do is run away
Trying to act like I'm okay in public
All I wanna do is scream
Faking my way thru life
If you've ever seen a smile from me it's a lie
and I don't know why I try opening up
Cause every time I do I end up getting fucked
and there's a stack of bills that I can't pay
and I've been thinking about giving everything away
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Yeah this shit ain't right
Yeah this ain't my life
And I'm so confused because I feel like I'm drowning
Even tho I've been tryin to pull myself out of it
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11. |
elliot
02:14
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I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't know how to do that
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't know how to do that
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't think that I can do that
What the fuck is wrong with me?!
I just wanna go to sleep
What the fuck is wrong with you?!
Why don't you mean it when you say I love you?!
I don't know what the fuck is going on
Nothing feels right and nothing feels wrong
I don't know what the fuck is going on
Nothing feels real at all
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't know how to do that
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't know how to do that
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't know how to do that
I'm just trying to make you happy but I don't think that I can do that
What the fuck is wrong with me?!
I just wanna go to sleep
What the fuck is wrong with you?!
Why don't you mean it when you say I love you?!
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