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Take It All Back (Parts 1 - 4)

by Ceschi & Factor Chandelier

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Take It All Back :
Part 1 - Cormac
Part 2 - SxE Youth
Part 3 - Lion's Mouth
Part 4 - Failing Our Best

produced & mixed by Factor Chandelier
lyrics, guitar, bass by Ceschi Ramos
drums on Part 3 by David Ramos
horns on Part 2 by Danny T. Levin

About September 2.0 :
produced & mixed by Factor Chandelier
lyrics by Ceschi Ramos & Kirby Dominant
bass by Enver Hampton

Album cover by Derek Weisberg
mastered by Daddy Kev


released October 2, 2016

Album cover by Derek Weisberg (www.derekweisberg.com)
mastered by Daddy Kev

Part 1 - Cormac :

On "the road" again -
that was a reference to Cormac McCarthy.
33, still singing  fuck the police 
while the  mark of the beast 
surrounds me through targeted marketing.

Awfully ominous aren't we?
I'ma be honest with all of these zombies 
making a mockery out of humanity..
thinking that a meme is a revolutionary strategy.

Please try to dream 
bigger than a five inch screen.

I'll fight & scream 
Even if they don't hear me.

Never wanted to be anything better than anybody.
Only want to think up possibilities for everybody getting a little more free
but we're still trapped in a prison of debt 
because of corporate greed.

That's gangster shit.

Keep most poor while the few stay rich.
They tell me "that's how it is" 
but I want to believe in more than this.

Been a captain of a slow sinking ship.
Got locked up cuz a motherfucker never snitched.
Life can change so quick.  
Grandpas gone, little brother had a kid.

Still singing these songs.
Don't know how to quit.
They tell me that I got a Peter Pan complex heading to my middle age Not grown yet.

If growing up means settling for the least evil in a race between rats.
I don't know about that….
I don't know about that.

Wish I could take it all back x 2 

Part 2 - SxE Youth :
Was a straight edge youth with broken noses...
watching friends throw away youth through overdoses….
We sang Minor Threat while dad smoked crack in Jersey.
We sang Bad Brains PMA.

Take It All Back
Wish I could take it all back
Take It All Back
Wish I could take it all back

Part 3 - Lion's Mouth :

Head in a lions mouth.
Oh this silence feels so dumb.
We've lost so many times...
Wouldn't notice if we won. 

Feel sorry for me!
I am a human,
self aware.

Please don't ignore me!
I am a human.
Life's unfair.

One by one we'll spill our guts 
On the floor 
One by one we'll dry up 

Children burst into flames 
on a battlefield somewhere 
But my insides are numb 
And I'm struggling to care.

Feel sorry for me! 
I am a human,

Please just reward me!
I am a human!
You should care!

Part 4 - Failing Our Best :

Is anything relevant? 
Is there anything else worth mentioning? 
Show me your belief and I'll question it. 
While they're waiting for Jesus to resurrect...
we're stuck in a system that will never represent 
most of us residents. 
I'm fucked and a felon.
Tough luck.
All the debt's piled up to my neck.
So what? 
I'll go a little bit insane 
with a 9 millimeter to the brain.
Every other rap is another bad attempt to redefine pain.
Teen angst never left these veins 
Guess that I can't win if i don't pay.
The sting of failure never fades away.
But it's all ok…..
David Bowie's ghost told me that 
we could be heroes one day.

Been this way since I can remember.
Really don't think it'll get much better.
35 candles dripping on a birthday cake 
and I'm still living like a damn rebel.

I don't got a boss….
don't worship any corpse on a cross...
never went to temple or mosque….
I barely got a cause 

but I still pray for the human race 
in my own way:
every word,
each song.


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