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Bring Us The Head Of Francisco False (Part 1)

by Ceschi

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Slept on a death bed of nails Sipping on Molotov cocktails Cock out Screaming Fuck the world Cops tripling up the Body count Automatic weapon in the mouth of a beast Celebrities singing about peace Im singing about physical blood that we bleed Armored vehicle ATV They just wanna yell about the kids being PC Pepe the frog Drawn on a machine gun Don’t nobody wanna admit the Dreams done Martin Luther king Was Martyred for the sin of Believing in humans Even those that hated him Pigs couldn’t watch him win Truth is he would even forgive them Sold as a saint Head on a plate Holiday & Street name Face On a stamp By the same state & clan That planned an attack Many years back Never let him live To see everything he did It seems We’ve been fucked too long like Sting Seen bright eyes turn green This could be the first day of our lives i think probably gonna ruin it quick It seems We’ve been fucked too long like Sting Seen bright eyes turn green This could be the first day of our life i think Probably gonna ruin it quick Open an Umbrella to protect from the tear gas Tears still roll down fast Every time we see another innocent killed People cry over broken glass Open an Umbrella to protect from the tear gas Tears still roll down fast Every time we see another innocent killed People cry and forget fast Every time we see another innocent killed People cry and forget fast We’re so famous No one’s even working Selfie flashing won’t shut up or Focus On a bigger picture All is jokes And temporary goals And It feels hopeless Never had their Macro lenses open So reaction trumps it all I notice Scream at each other While the boss in the back Counts racks & bones of those who died from covid Marx had Called it long ago Monopoly capital grows too large to control Neo-liberal Saviors try to ease it But will never make a vaccine For Corporate Diseases Please Feel free to disagree But we see history repeats Consistently Fisticuffs came and went The system Ripped us up And left the left For dead bodies and brains And creativity Drained For the profit and gain Of a slave master Paying the minimum wage Natural disaster, Cancer, Get the fuck out of my face I don’t got an answer But they’re acting Like it’s a privilege To sit and speak In this country That wouldn’t even flinch or weep For innocent teens Shot In city streets By these obscene cowardly police Dancing and celebration can be the physical manifestation of a scream Burning down a police station may be the physical manifestation of a scream
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Find myself struggling to remember Any lyrics to “Nothing else matters” A song old as dirt & the devil But the sentiment is clear as ever Times have been Better Apathy came and fucked with my mental Never handed a Grand prize medal Been kissing middle age Realizing Happiness can’t be faked It’s a state of mind alive deep within you We will never live a greater life than this one We will never live a greater life than this one Much as we complain Whenever things change Please remember that we are enough Running away from my past Had become a professional pastime Been sewing a mask to distract From the fact that I’m constantly battling myself inside of my damn mind What a bad joke of a life Been a punchline Been sad boy Been a hoax Living in a pipeline Where the Pipe dreams go to die Sunny California Burns bright Taken by the night I’ve seen beautiful creatures Settle for some pure evil Fell in love with some people Who loved me less than needles Now I’m approaching 40 Fighting for something real This is all that we’re given And there won’t be a Sequel
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4:44 am Feds flock to the front yard again Guns to the heads of my friends That was me back then In 0-10 Only been waiting for something to take me away from the cycle of violence Look in my brain there is infinite dread and I’m living inside of a riot 4:44 am Shaking in my bed Drenched in sweat Am i gonna get out of the life i lead ? Am i gonna have my body filled with lead? I have been running away from my fears for too long now I’m ready to face them freedom is something so beautiful but it’s difficult to navigate within New haven Connecticut They got him in the street 10 shots by the cowardly police They don’t gotta do Time Just paid leave Worst case They're gonna retire early OG told me this the life we chose No sleep Sometimes we get heaters to the dome Dont weep You on fleek ? Shut your lip Petty little puppets but they claiming to be free What i gotta do to make a mufucka listen ? What i gotta do to make a mufucka listen ? What i gotta do to make a mufucka listen ? Say bitch ? Call em a bitch ? This is the beginning of a new era I can feel it I wanna believe again I mean it This is the beginning of a new era I can feel it I wanna live again I mean it 444 am Just found out about another dead friend Is it Suicide or Heroin ? Wondering if i am next 444 am Shaking in my bed Drenched in sweat Am i gonna get out of the life i lead ? Am i gonna have my body filled with lead ? My brain is stuck between trying to kill me or take me away from the violence Cacophony is still surrounding me so I’m Sitting here Praying for Silence They don’t like my spit Never fit their image They forgot that was here since the beginning Black and white world With some black and white critics I was never either So i never quite slid in The game don’t love you Can’t catch feelings All I ever wanted was to Smash glass ceilings They don’t like the fact i don’t look like i rap Never looked like i trapped That put money in the bank Fucked over so many times Point blank Hard to even put it in a rhyme that’s Frank False motherfuckers Gotta have a lot of balls to forgive another killer trying to catch you in his jaws Pathetic the ways that they try to rip us all apart It’s a class war out there Dont get lost Still believing in possibilities we got But survival can cost 
 In my teens I read some Zinn Then Bookchin High school scholarship then College scholarship then Education is / isn't privilege Hip hop is Take it back from big biz old money men never really gave a shit They just wanna sell poverty to the rich They just wanna sell pain for profit Fuck them hard and quick On this dick They can sit I will slit Rulers necks Let them wear Brick anklets Sleep with fish Temples Get Torn to the ground Bambatta gone now Seems that they forgot about Boricua / Boricuop kids with big mouths Since Kool Herc been down Acting like we never been around This my blood too Melt down plastic crowns Acting like we've never been around This my blood too Melt down plastic crowns Now When i was a kid outside Oaktown Watched the hills all burning down '89 earthquake Battle of Bay bridge Berkeley Watched my family drown Ashby flea market Drum circles Malcom X is what i found Ice T BD PE kill at will tape Digital underground Respect art you clowns This ain’t acting fashion Rainbow mouths This ain’t shocking Only honest Fake four hip hop for right now Temples get torn to the ground Bambaataa gone now Seems that they forgot about Boricuop kids with big mouths Since Kool herc been down Acting like we never been around This my blood too Melt down plastic crowns How Anyone in they right mind Ever gonna think that they're rapping better than me ? Own this fucking sound Now This is the beginning of a new era This is the beginning of a new era I can feel it I wanna live again. I mean it Never made out with death ? Never had a year when you lost seven friends? Never had to serve a mandatory minimum? Your opinion’s invalid. Never got fucked by death ? Never had a cop put a gun to your head ? Never had to serve a mandatory minimum? Your opinion ain’t shit then. Trick.
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Why do they try to squeeze tears from a stone only to build their sculptures ? This art can’t be made alone It’s a product of breaking countless bones So Many times i Will keep it inside She wonders why we don’t talk on the phone As if it has anything to do with my love for her Hard to explain why i must be alone So many times I Just keep it inside So many times I Will keep it inside Living a dream where people stare & judge analyze Idolize our Flaws and such Hard as I try it won’t be good enough To please all y’all I would have fought to the death for your respect I would have fought till the end Still Struggling to make it through every Breath But I tend to keep it inside Endless fascination It’s a bit Degrading To sing guts out Vomiting for some entertainment People pissed When I can’t serve as their personal therapist Believe me I wish to be there for Everyone In this Mess Miss you Miss so much missed another funeral Wedding your touch Every day in limbo I’m feeling my physical go But I don’t know a better way to dig myself out of this hole It’s A perpetual blessing and curse When your work is to not work Navigating industry dirt There’s very little space For a taste of normalcy Please know i dreamt of being everything you wanted But I’ll leave you be I would have fought to the death for your respect I would have fought till the end But I lost touch And became a one man band So now I just keep it inside I would have fought to the death for your respect I would have fought till the end Tried my hardest but I still broke promises So Now I just keep it inside
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Zeta : PRESENTE Mi Gente PRESENTE Sudamérica PRESENTE Centroamérica PRESENTE Norteamérica Ilegales Pa todos los inmigrantes del mundo Ceschi: Ellos me conocen por la calle Te conocen a ti ? (?Te conocen a ti ?) Papi que tu quieres con mi comité ? Ni tengo tiempo pa discutir (Pero tengo mi team) Yo no soy callejero Ni tengo tiempo pa morir (Sobreviví) Póntete bravo si quieres Pero basicamente me fui Ceschi: Think about the day that your Grandpa got taken away in a bodybag Think about the day that your Grandpa got taken away in a bodybag Sixo died in first place, Bobby told me to say that Sixo died in first place, Bobby told me to say that When your best friends peace or face ten years for the sale of medicinal grass Sometimes it’s fucking sad Sometimes you can only laugh I stole this swag from Rory, now he’s gonna be on the track Peace to Casca and the mighty Ruby Yacht taking over underground rap The day you realize that you need nothing is the day you gain everything back The day you realize that you need nothing is the day you gain everything back The day you realize that you mean nothing - is everything… Keep telling myself “love the person, hate the system” but when the person is born out the cunt of the system damn that’s a difficult mission to finish But listen…. when I say “fuck the police” please understand what I mean i’m not talking about anybody in particular Not your mommy Or cool uncle Steve fuck the history that made it a job that civilization even needs What is the difference between a psycho and sociopath ? I said What is the difference between a psycho and sociopath ? One is a learned behavior Some have been praised as American saviors One is a learned behavior The other is born Have you thought about another baby being killed in an immigration camp? I said Have you thought about another baby being killed in an icy immigration camp? Always remember Chile 1973 They were killing folk singers too Always remember Allende in 72.. 1… Now the folk singer is sold in a floppy hat to the youth On a Target commercial filmed at a craft salt store in Portland Oregon Holler at me Victor Jara This is for you Holler at me Victor Jara (Paloma) R.A.P. Ferreira : I think about the day my daddy got taken in handicuffs Police need to ante up And it could be morbid Word to Fred Hampton and all my heroes thwarted Word to Sixo and the celestial orchid Word to the sicko rocking the Hammond organ Word to Crisco on jail bars Word to clown cars because that’s what we pulling up in Looking like a Tutsi legend Niggas is spooky and irreverent Split a loosie with my reverend He said ignore the goofies and their suggestions The Ruby Yacht Kept it pushing in every dimension Pimp the ever after Toe tapper Grins at red snapper This right chyea you call a slapper Peace to Fake Four and Child Actor My whole life I been a factor Now I’m just a benefactor My job don’t come name placard altered Destiny, same password This that ass whooping you ain’t ask for ‘til the hands hurt ’til the hands hurt This that hand work
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We were born and told that all our dreams would come true Disney taught us how to make believe and consume wanna fuck, do drugs and dance to pretty pop tunes while the planet burns around us I lost my eyesight More than a couple of times tried to find it Wound up stuck in the same life lost my eyesight more than a couple of times tried to find it Wound up stuck Another Zoom funeral invite Hard to count the bodies on the screen further we get separated from each other More it seems we live in post-reality Post-reality Post-reality Listen This ain’t even really happening Easier to navigate a fantasy Post reality Post reality Listen This ain’t even really happening Easily distracted from the Tragedy Hand out fame like food stamps Tech Corporations Call it content Make us sing and dance And Make the people laugh For table scraps And we’re so content We were born and taught to worship many idols Deadbeat Forefathers and Psychopathic Tycoons We can play But don’t forget who owns the game, fool Take some time to think about the ways they play you lost my eyesight More than a couple of times tried to find it Wound up stuck in the same life lost my eyesight More than a couple of times tried to fight it Wound up stuck “So on the nose” So what? I know. No metaphor necessary gotta write clearly Sometimes For the couple people that’ll hear me Barely Living And I hardly even pray But if Saint Lucy helps me see Maybe I can find my way But her eyes are in a golden plate And I’ve been stuck inside a place that turned me into prey Predatory power tripping stripping flesh off anything that we create Wanna watch you give birth Watch you have fun We don’t call it work Wanna watch it when you cum Watch you get hurt Wanna watch your body buried in the dirt More than a couple of times
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Is it normal to feel like Danny Trejo’s decapitated head on a Tortuga shell moving slow on the border ? When did Fucks reach an all time low ? Shot all my ducks in a row Shot all my ducks in a row Foie gras ain’t good for the soul Foie gras disgusts me So I’m gone So I’m gone Tortured by my endless empathy Feeling for another selfish being Time and time again Passive aggressive Silent games of Words with Friends will end Wounds will stay infected festering Nothing even left to be defending Yes I made my bed And it seems I’ll probably never learn my lesson till I’m dead Aerosmith Get a grip 40 years of mistakes Will break you Take the cake and bread Stop your inner voices talking garbage Make some sense Or create art again Loss can lead to such a Sweet relief I don’t need your bullshit sympathy Hang on to the violent wild feeling Nobody can take from Deep inside of me Entitlement’s a nascent beast Watch you manifest some vacant dreams Done playing the role of a pawn piece seems You wish to change my core beliefs Wanted somebody who thought like me But you never really wanted me Wanted somebody who sang like me…. We don’t talk no more But i haven’t lost hope So i won’t go and change your profile photograph on my cell phone We can’t talk no more And your grave is now cold But I won’t go and change your profile photograph on my cell phone “What a loss, What a loss" They say But A lot comes from letting go “What a loss, What a loss” Phil (Elverum) sang But a lot comes from letting go Aches and pains will eventually fade Scars are permanently here to stay Try to be grateful for the moments Not trying to feel some type of way It is frustrating to say to least Struggling to know what’s wrong with me Tried to figure out with therapy But left with questions that need answering Do I need Nirvana Lithium to analyze my youth experience ? Do I need lessons in forgiveness To come to terms with abuse from back then ? All of us are victims in some way My head’s not yet sitting on a plate Only wish that I could find a less destructive path to get me to the heaven’s gate Already wearing the Black Nikes Waiting for a UFO to find me Parasites attach that are sucking fast And they’re stopping me from reaching peace I don’t need your fucking sympathy I don’t need your fucking sympathy Many friends are dead and Im probably next Got no time to waste on those feelings You all keep your expectations high Disappointment comes So then you fly Away Such convenience Leaving some mess of a man To dig his grave at night It’s all good I’m here to face the fight Already prepared for black ice / eyes It’s all Goodie Mob sky high No one can erase love I’ve felt in this lifetime We don’t talk no more But i haven’t lost hope So i won’t go and change your profile photograph on my cell phone We can’t talk no more And your grave is now cold But i won’t go and change your profile photograph on my cell phone
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Dumb Quixote 01:58
I’ve survived Wearing guilt like an old catholic priest My whole life I have been Narrowly escaping Pissing into fountains of youth Dumb Quixote Too preoccupied with my truth To enjoy anything in this head Overanalyzing it to dread You’re Gone That Makes sense You’re Gone That Makes sense Now I’m barely the person you left You’re Gone…. I’ve arrived But it’s not the same without you here Not sure why I assumed that you’d always be near I assumed that you’d always be near
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Did you feel high above the world While your body crumbled into pieces ? Were you feeling high above the world As we all watched you fall deeper into oblivion ? Wish I could give you your life back Wish we could take this shit all back All bad In the end Never thought I’d kiss my oldest friend’s head on his death bed There wasn’t much that we could do To help you stop killing you The Sweet poison manipulated boys and Now half of them are bones underneath us Never fell in love with it quite like you And for that alone i am awfully Grateful Don’t expect you back Lazarus you’re through But through me you’ll live again If Not forever Did you feel high above the world While your body crumbled into pieces ? Were you feeling high above the world As we all watched you fall deeper into oblivion ? Do you miss me when the light’s off ? Sleeping in cold Massachusetts Deep frost Guess I never even thought that I wanted anyone to be my wife We were both children and lost Hurting one another for the sport Just know that there’ll never be a day when I don’t regret the choices that I made Feel you bit off bits of my life And split off to better things ahead For that I’m thankful Ain’t chaos a bitch ? Navigate through it But we’ll never actually comprehend a thing Wish i could give you your life back Wish i could give you your life back

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Bring Us The Head Of Francisco False is the final album of Ceschi Ramos’ solo discography which started in 2004 with the album Fake Flowers - a lo-fi bedroom hip hop unraveling of childhood trauma.
This finale is an exercise in confronting overwhelming grief by closing doors in order to open new ones.
It is a two headed, oftentimes emotionally contradictory, record inspired by rebirth after death, the beauty of endings & the multiple meanings of the term “revolution”. It is as tender as it is rage driven & as naively hopeful as it is disenchanted. It is a goodbye to shady drug games & even shadier music games while serving as a thank you to the countless lost along those paths.

Throughout this 70 minute exorcism there are odes to musicians, thinkers & friends who helped form Ceschi’s artistic identity. There are sentences from shredded up love notes and suicide notes all piled up amongst each other, rolled into balls and thrown at unsuspecting listeners. All of those half-thought scribbles written by someone who never expected to make it to 40 but decided to stick around and sift his way through the cultural recycling bin that is modernity.
This is freedom from previously built expectations.
This is appreciation for all of the obstacles & experiences of the past while marking an official start to a new life, new family, new priorities.
It's closure.
A eulogy can really be the most important type of love letter.

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released April 4, 2024

Mixed & Co-sculpted by Factor Chandelier (factorchandelier.com)
Artwork by Andy McAlpine (andymcalpine.com)
Mastering: Trevor Case at Case Mastering

Beats Produced by :
Factor Chandelier
Child Actor
Danny T Levin
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Zavala

Additional words by :
Penny
R.A.P. Ferreira
Zeta
Lucy Freedom

Additional musicians :
Jane Boxall (4,10)
Baz The Frenchman (8,9)
Max Heath (Child Actor) (2,4,7,10)
Danny T Levin (2,3,5,9)
Edy Pickens Levin (3)
David Ramos (6)
Emmett Glancie (9)
Gregory Pepper (9)

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